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[Aug. 3rd, 2006|10:27 pm] |
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Updates O: becuase i need to collect my own thoughts outlowd.
health :: i went to see Rick who runs a health store and suposedly knows as much as Jane who -teaches docters- O: shes amazing. <3 i Still wana see her, not that i dont think rick was right i just want a mroe detailed explanation. he gave me a couple of vitimins, and also soem snack bars for my blood sugar that will stableize it, they work just fine but im suspoe dto chnage my diet, which involves COOKED food. i cant cook! :'< baby says she will help me cook and her and umi are both helping me learn <3 and my mom says shell "learn to amek teh stuff im supsoe dto be eating" but omg her cooking is SO gross i dont wnat her too Dx appriciate teh effert but id rather not throw up thanks.
in short :: doing better and hoping for more
school :: to be honest, the very thought of starting a new shcool with a registration appointment teh second day (so i miss the first day unwillingly) having to sit there and explain why i missed a year and a half of semesters with my mom sitting there And strangers just waiting to judge me pretty much sends me into an anxiety attack. i keep thinking "i cnat do this theres no way" but i reeeally wantto finish highshcool nromally despite my health, so im going to atleast try. i do not belive in letting fear effect what i decide.
in short :: i feel like im going to throw up every time i think about it..
familly :: .. god i cnat handle them, i could just cry! they just.. uhg i hate words. if they all lean on me at once im sure to fall over from the weight. i cant deal with all of their problems icnat be the only adult while im still akid but theyve -always- forced me to be. i love my aprenst but tehrye big children, i love my brother but hes a spoiled fucking brat, and i love my babysibs with no complaints tehrye such good kids i dont think id be sane without them <3
in short :: id rather run away with umi..
umi :: weve been fighting ALOT latley, for 3 weeks he had this hot cold thing going so litterally! he seems almost completly nrmal now.. and im glad but its only almost. i am fr-ea-ki-ng out here! i need soemone to lean on and he was always my go-to-shouldar untill now! i duno what to do Dx im worried about him but i think i Should be worried about myself too becuase im probably waaaay more freaked out than him :'<
in short :: confused.. -slowly tips and flops over-
art :: in short :: oh, who cares? nothing important compared to my other shit.
doodles~
macthing DA icons for me and umi that were never made
p-chat pyoko fanart <3
Poyoko (real name pyocola) is from Diji Charat just like dejiko is and puchiko.
so theyre aliens but why do they all wear cute animal costumes?! no reason. its cute. piff.
she is teh 8 year old appinted leader of the allaround "bad" black gemma-gemma gang ..of puppy boys :'> shes a panda..
character (c) koge-donbo - art is mine.
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|10:29 pm] |
girl stuffs guys should know - true or false? O: taken from bw-inc <3
i may not be the most.. normal girl on earth :< understatment. but i still feel like answering~
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. FOMG i do. like, this one time a guy i was dateing showed up an hour early and i woke up late, and i was in an oversized Tshirt and torn up shiney hotpink cherry print jammie bottoms T__T and my hair was all funky and i hadnteven brushed my teeth, i was like "kill me now.." but he (probably) lied and said it was adorable.
2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. - True. BUT dont get the worng idea, they also know how to keep secrets. just usually not "whos dateing who" secrets.
3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. - dont forget feisty female freinds! very true. but seriously i have some female freinds who would kick ass too </3
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. - honestly, i prefer perosnlaity compliments. if all a guy talks about is how pretty i am i think hes shallow.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. - thats lame D: im not into PDA around freinds/fam, but plain kissing rejection would bug me.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. - hurhur.. usually. not nessasarlly if its me.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. - i agee <3 i love snuggley huggey guys, just dont get innaproriate without obvious permission or you may get slapped or ditched Px
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. - i dont care if its the truth, if its alie id get SO mad.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it... - this is an iffy one. if your more than a friend, then it bugs me. if your a friend Or more and pervy About me To my face, ill get pissed, its rude. i dont like pervs as more than freinds Px i also dont like when guys vulgarly flirt with me.
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. - yes!! O: usually i eat fast and i eat alot, i dont mean to, i just do. if i have a cold i may eat liek a bird Px
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a *****. - pfft, not true. i honestly prefer to pay half, but i am kind of weird.
--11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time! - no i hate that as much as guys opening doors for me Dx
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship. - O: fomg -loves this one- and eh, i wish xD i love stuffed animals, guys shirts, and cute junk jewlery <3
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. - thats cute <3 but dont overdo it like obsessivley or youd freak me out.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him. - ask if its okay first <3 or i might get mad at You too.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. - yes! if umi didnt xD id get all bitchy and french him so she knew who he Really wanted thank-you.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back. - i whole heartedly agree, id HATE that, i can be alittle rough becuase i grew up around boys, but its NOT okay with me if a guy does teh same back, save for liek nudging my arm or pulling me down too if i push him all jokeing Px
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went. - not just chickflicks, movies in general, its about spendintime together, not the movie :3
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals. - nah, i dont care if you liek my parents or freinds, and you dont have to Like my pets but DONT you dare be mean to them Px i hate poeple who are mean to animals
19. Don't flirt with their moms or friends...that's just freaky. - Definitely. unless its gay flirting and jokeing. and not with parents Ever.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding. - hah! crap is an understment for some girls. thats true though.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it. - no. i have low blood pressure and i get carsick, you let me drive unless its night whetehr you liek it or not xD unless you want me to throw up on you.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. you better xD or you can call me something cute. like 'love' or 'pet' O: especially if you have an english/auzi/similar accent.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you. - Very true.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked. - no! i dont like poeple touching me whne im sore, its NOT comferting its annoying. But, i have fibromyalgia Px most girls dont, so most girls may not agree with me.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. - not all girls are fragile, just be sure you dont Actually hurt them x'D
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. - umi, who has known me sense i was a kid, Still thinks my birthday is oct. 9th, its oct 8th. its kind of cute, but he better say happy birthday ON my brithday and not a day late.
27. Don't marinade the cologne. - oh hell no x'D especially right befor my period, i get really sensative to smells for a few days.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice. - I don't agree with this. Stupid things are funny sometimes. If it's appropriate. And honestly, I'm not into jewelery unless its very cute and/or fake. im not materialistic, i want hugs and kisses >D
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out. - Yes, but not the way this makes it sound! talk about it and work it out to make sure your not wrong, dont just abruptly end it or you may be making a big mistake.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. - very true D:
31.Don't ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.- YES... girls can be very petty, especially if you really hurt them, if you do screw up make sure you make it up, that way when they remeber forever they remeber how great you turned a bad situation.
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The next few entries will be layout & content stuff for very own and very first website~ <3
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|02:38 am] |
i realize its 2:40 am my time and i have to get up early O: but im not sleepying becuase i had an argument with umi.. yetagain. yeah, we fight ALOT. <3 which is fine for us i think.
sense this is not my official "scetch journal" i shal submit scetchs to it.
erh.. i gues si ned to scetch first dont i o_o
-scrible scrible-
this is for my LJ bio <3
I want to cosplay as pleinair from Disgaea 2!!
i will need a blue wig..
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